me comforting myself when I'm sad bc i don't wanna bother anyone

i'm still healing now. i don’t just mean healing from toxic relationships or heartbreaks. I am healing from the mistakes I made, from my family issues, friendship issues, failing myself, from disappointments, from expectations i couldn’t reach and others i hurt in the process.

i'm still fixing myself everyday.

'who hurt you' myself bro, i make horrible decisions

id give myself the world if I could.

i owe it to myself to live a happy life

me comforting myself when I'm sad bc i don't wanna bother anyone

I wish myself the best in everything I do in this life

im going to kill myself

Nobody has played me more than I have played myself. I be knowing shit and still give people the benefit of the doubt.

me trying to force myself not to relate everything back to my favourite ship

i still fix myself every day

maybe going silent and distancing myself will make it all better.

i usually deal with my own problems alone and i automatically distance myself from everyone once i feel sad and tired for some reason. i don't ask for help that often, even from my close friends, because i don't want to be a burden on them.

sometimes i spoil myself:

love talking to myself, she gets me

i’m so real w/ myself honestly nobody can tell me shit i havent already spent hours reflecting on.

I’ll remove myself so fast i don’t play nobody acting funny with me , i do not have to be around.

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